COB need advice

Hii! Okay so I just want to be completely vulnerable and need advice. So I rushed this fall and got very few houses back first round, I made it to preference but ended up dropping after getting a house back ( nothing against the house just was not a fit for me personally).... ended up trying to COB in the fall for one house and did not get a bid. I am now thinking about doing COB for the spring and filled out the form but so scared because I haven't heard anything yet. I honestly am now just thinking about rushing in the fall. But just so confused why it keeps ending like this. I know they say trust the process but I really don't know. I keep praying I find my home and know it takes time but it is hard. Praying COB works out and I have alot of friends in Greek life who have been helping but idk why it keeps going like this. Maybe I should just wait until the fall? Anyways I'm trusting gods plan and hoping I find my home, rejection can sometimes mean redirection