big/little week disappointment

i wish that some people did a better job at hiding that they don't care about being your big and that they didn't really want you as a little. I've noticed the bare minimum of effort from my mystery big this week and they didn't pay attention to anything about me despite us giving information about our likes/ dislikes, etc. Didn't even read my size on the info sheet we filled out and gave me something i'm allergic to even tho i filled out an allergy on the sheet. It's just a bummer that something I thought would've been fun turned out to be something i'm dreading. I don't think my big likes me.