Let me know this makes it to you whole.

True Story: Someone, (maybe The CIA) showed me this thing they can do with emails. They can straight up just catch your email, write their own and send it just the same. I was emailing a 'congressperson' and twice (like I think ethically they had to) when I hit send it just was like - here's something else we're going to send instead and I was just like they seem pretty serious about having their way I'm gonna let it slide.

I have enough to worry about without having to defend my sanity. Like, Imma be real with you here for a sec. My brain - got so blasted with intelligence... I just like, I'm at a loss here. Literally - wow. I googled the implications of that having gone on within a human like brain...wow. i have no idea what is going on anymore. Definitely, definitely miss some things when that much is going on but like wow. I am alive. I accept my ****ty life at least the temperature is not 90 billion degrees.

Talk about rethinking your ****. Damn.

But that was the email 3rd party's ****ing mess. And I'm not trying to be too contrite. This is Josh, I'm serious. But like I, Josh honestly kind of feel like this is the part in a beautiful mind where the cia lies and the smart guy has to be like 'oh...i'm crazy i left all these equations in an empty mailbox, but at least my life is beautiful and I'm still ****ing brilliant'. And then the CIA... like they're just looking at all these equations after the fact like, 'This project really worked out well for us'.

I don't know man. We got fascists in this country. We got... broken society (?) I suggest I, Josh stop trying to solve world problems and straight up just like... get up and shower tomorrow.

I suppose there's kind-of no way for me to know if this gets posted whole.