depressed

Does anyone else ever feel worthless for being in a lower greek organization? I love my friends but sometimes feel like I must be viewed really badly by other people on campus for my org. I know ppl say it doesnt matter past college anyways, but I feel like if im in a lower greek org it could mean I wont be successful in the future either. And feel like ppl who are nice to me in better orgs probably talk about me being in a lower one, maybe dont even actually like me, because im in a lower org... Idk. I just get sad. Does anyone else feel this way ever